you dont see me:

blank expressions are much better now, better now
than expressions i want to give to you
more than i could ever feel
will never reach your mind

please deliver to me a better reason to live
- once upon a lifetime
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- was never in your darkened eyes
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- forget the porpuse, i hate you, too
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- will you bring me something tonight

sometimes is a lonely word
for someone as lonely as this
i cover my ears i cover my mind
shield me from the sometimes i see in you

please deliver to me a better reason to live
- once upon a lifetime
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- was never in your darkened eyes
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- forget the porpuse, i hate you, too
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- will you bring me something tonight

i cover my ears i cover my mind
shield me from the sometimes i see in you

gratitude for all the little things, the little things
im greateful that you hate me
i never have to worry today
our sex just covers the little things you do

please deliver to me a better reason to live
- once upon a lifetime
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- was never in your darkened eyes
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- forget the porpuse, i hate you, too
please deliver to me a better reason to live
- will you bring me something tonight

please ...
i never wanted and i never wished for i never asked you
for anything, anything, anything, anything anything, anything
please ...
the double negatives that run my life
shine my tiny image on the wall
please ...
for all to see
you dont see me; youve never seen my in anything
and lay me on a could slab scraping me with steel:
deliver to me a little bundle of joy