so when theres no more to do
ive grown up to be that i am
a fine line between then and now

am i really grown up now?
if theres no more to be
be please me let me be

cannot think my way out
so what is there to think?
maybe i will fade

maybe i can fade
i will never fade
i can only exist

no will to go on
no one to go on
i must be grown up

i must be grown up
i must be grown up
i must be grown up

living on the edge
almost falling off
if i fall will i catch me?

thinking of a better time
my lifetime slips away
i am almost grown up

and now theres no more to de
my dreams are going nowhere
lifetime is all used up

better times are straight ahead
but i cant seem to reach
first ill have to die

just to be a better fool
i have to close my eyes
then maybe i will fade

maybe i can fade
no, i will never fade
i can only exist

i never asked for this
i never asked for this
why is it this way?