there is a prison everywhere i take myself
no more losing anything i never had
ive just begun to deal with living without recourse
and i will pay for what the power did to me

sitting in a little room the walls cave in
nothing more to think about, now im gone
does it really matter what kind of drugs i took
the last thought i had was something i chose to forget

im so sick i make up friends, i talk to myself, im so alone
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs, i have two names
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants, i drink too much
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills, i think im god
its really not like being here at all

kill the thought dont ever leave me by myself
the little things i like to think of come to life
im through with all the lying when i talk to myself
i dont ever want to be this way again

im so sick i make up friends, i talk to myself, im so alone
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs, i have two names
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants, i drink too much
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills, i think im god
its really not like being here at all

living in a world where no one talks to me
move your mouth, i dont understand a word you say
i think youre trying tell me that im killing myself
but you dont know ill live til the end of time

im so sick i make up friends, i talk to myself, im so alone
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i cut myself, i shoot up drugs, i have two names
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i cry at night, i wet my pants, i drink too much
its really not like being here at all
im so sick i hate myself, i swallow pills, i think im god
its really not like being here at all

there is a prison everywhere i take myself
no more losing anything i never had