lately i have not felt that alter-ego i know
to know my mind is slipping makes me feel so alone
and i could swear i just saw the lights of that idiot growing dim
when i approach these thoughts it feels like im committing a sin
its a sin sin sin sin

how can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)

dont say you have words that will make me feel so good
dont say you care i dont care for your words
i am the reason that i am feeling so confused
and i am at fault when i am being abused
it hurts it hurts it hurts

how can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
are you just hoping that i will just go away?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
youll miss me if you cant ignore me anymore
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)

i was ignored all the way to my awakening
and although im so very very young i feel so very very old
part of me is screaming that this me is not really me
i had to pay for my fall with these invisible scars
and im falling im falling im

how can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
are you just hoping that i will just go away?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)
youll miss me if you cant ignore me anymore
(a non-person should not have to care as much as i do)